talent underdeployed

Just like the thought of 15 years ago in T.O. Too many talents are under deployed.
And too many people that had expectation on me, including myself.
Sam, Benny, Chan SD. Not to mention others.
In a sense, I am not that bad. Life really sucks.
Talked to SD this morning and more than 1 year spent.
Rich people in HK really sucks. What the hell.